 Tuesday, Sept. 26, 2006 9:12 P.M. I turn 18 tomorrow. It's just one more thing I can't share with you. Years have gone by that I haven't even felt pass. When did my problems and emotions become so simple? I need your complexity to match mine, even if I have let that part of me go. Will every monumental moment in my life end with a breakdown? A realization that I won't ever be able to prove to you just how much I really needed you in my life? I miss you, Anndi. You're the one I want to share my pain and excitement with, everyone else seems to feel like second best. |